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August 20th, 2009

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It's sort of ironic.

I'm a fullblood. I'm not particularly brave or smart or witty, but my blood is good. My kids would have been pure, and as much as I hated the government and wanted to believe I wasn't anything like a purist and was so so angry that those bastards killed my mother, I secretly and guiltily took comfort in the fact that even if I had nothing to contribute to anyone, I would be safe and my kids would be safe.

I think a lot of people, especially fullbloods, feel the same way. I think a lot of people are scared and hoping that having a piece of paper with their status on it will protect them. It didn't protect me. I'm missing fingers. I was locked in a room for more than a month without seeing anybody for more than ten minutes at a time. Bellatrix Lestrange tortured me because she wanted to teach my friends a lesson. I'm 20 years old and I didn't deserve to be tortured. They didn't care. They wanted to break me down and make me afraid and make me lose hope and you know what? It worked.

But every day that goes by after being rescued, I know that I have to suck it up and try to make things better. I think you can do that too. I think you should. Because if you feel guilty but want to stay safe, all that's going to end up happening is you'll be dragged in too. Then you have nothing but guilt for not doing something sooner, and it'll be too late. Please help us fight. Please don't let them get away with killing babies. It isn't right, and I think we all know that.

June 24th, 2009

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warded to the ORDER

EXCUSE ME

Did anyone SEE what happened at today's TRIAL?

March 8th, 2009

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Warded to Ioan

I      we need to go get Elsie   our friend just died

       please I can't do it alone


Warded to Elsie

We're coming to get you

    keep you safe

March 3rd, 2009

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Warded to the Order, minus Elsie

I know right now is kind of bad with Meaghan and Elsie's shit happening, but Carlotta's post made me wonder if we could do something in celebration of the Women's Day thing. I looked it up and it's on the 8th and I think we could do something public for it because the death eaters aren't exactly pro women's rights, if you know what I mean. I'm not sure what though.

I know that you guys don't really like the idea of masks but I think it might be good for some of us and I'm thinking we could use these and maybe pass them out to other people:

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because they are cheerful and not evil like the death eater masks and some of us need to not be recognised even though that might be a little selfish, I don't know.


Warded to Elsie

hey love, are you doing alright? do you need me to bring over some supper or anything?

February 27th, 2009

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warded to elsie )

February 23rd, 2009

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Warded private; readable to Elsie, Meaghan, Pepper, Lily, Ioan

My mother is dead.


I can't even grieve for her publicly without casting suspicion upon myself and my husband and what will one day be my family. There hasn't even been a news report on it. For all intents and purposes, she has merely been lost to the ether, a death wound up in this revolting political game that makes my head spin and my heart ache.

It's in my nature to be overwrought at small things, I can't deny it -- but this. This seems so horrible a tragedy that I can do nothing but sit and be silent and wish that I had said a hundred different things when she was alive. That I hadn't argued with her, that I hadn't been such a wretched daughter. All I have left is memories and the hope that she can be proud of me.

I'm so SORRY mum. I should have, could have, would have -----

February 14th, 2009

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GOOD SWEET GOD


Did anybody else see witch weekly today? I mean, I am hardly one to complain about theatrics but I would die of embarrassment if an entire spread was done about my ILLICIT ROMANCE with a fugitive.

Also, Ioan has been offered a job at the ministry. I'm feeling a bit conflicted about it, but I suppose it is the best way to keep under wraps. He will not be doing anything horrible as far as I know; just fussing about with dragons as usual.

So who all is doing this sit-in? I'm a bit nervous doing it with his job prospect on the horizon, but I can't just sit about and fuss over makeup all day.

January 21st, 2009

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Warded to Elsie, Marlene & Remus, Lily & James, Mary, Nick, Mum
Alright well Ioan said I could have five witnesses but I don't think he'd mind six seven eight

                  what I mean to say is.

I'm getting married tonight! Here at the castle. It's quick really but we did a bangup job getting food and decorating and I really would like it if you could all be there. If you have time.

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MY MOTHER HAS NEVER VERBALLY ABUSED ME



Warded to the Order
It isn't true! IT ISN'T!! SHE WOULD NEVER!

I can't believe they would write so many lies, I can't UGH IT ISN'T FAIR

I'm scared unsure whether to get an ID. I mean obviously I am not publicly a criminal and I don't want to get in trouble, but my last name is NOT EXACTLY flavour of the month. What should I do? This is such shite it makes me so furious goddamnit!


Warded to Ioan
Ioan are you getting a card? I'm nervous.


Warded to Mum
MUM WHERE ARE YOU? ANSWER ME!!


Warded to Elsie
Elsie can you get away from the post office? I want a friendly face over for lunch, I am VERY STRESSED.

January 14th, 2009

008;

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Warded to the Order

Well Merry bloody Christmas, then. I can't.

I can't believe she's gone.



I'm still in Scotland from Christmas. I need to know if I'm needed. The theatre has been closed suddenly for the week so I guess I don't have much else to do in England.

What the HELL'S going on?

What are we doing?


Warded to Ioan

I'm nervous. I don't want to go back to London.


Warded to Mum

I know we haven't exactly had the best time lately, but I'm worried and I want to know where you are, what you're doing, and what's going to happen??


Warded to Bunny (later)

Don't you worry about that old so and so Smith! No one with any sense could possibly believe a word of it!!!


Right? I hope not.

December 23rd, 2008

007; death came round twice this year -- face has become quite familiar

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Warded to Elsie, Marlene, Lily, James
I can't even believe this. I don't think I've ever been so angry in my life. He BETRAYED us; how can Caradoc and Meaghan try and overthrow that decision. It's not like it was made by any of us, it was DUMBLEDORE. He's obviously not trustworthy, no matter what stupid Meaghan thinks anyone says. How can anyway say that they know he's trustworthy when he went completely against our secrecy. He wouldn't have even told anybody if my mum hadn't gotten in a strop at me!!

If they take that spell off I am leaving. That isn't really a threat because what the hell use am I anyway, but I can't be part of a group that obviously doesn't give a damn about what loyalty means.

I don't know. Guppy is going to be okay. He came home and he looks ill but he's going to be getting better. Not looking forward to Christmas after this disaster. What do I do? What do I do.


Warded to Mum and Ioan
Are we doing something for Christmas?


Warded to Bunny
Could you take me to Scrollduggery some time? I want to get a few gifts but Knockturn is creepy


Warded to Ioan
Can't wait to see you for Christmas! IT FEELS LIKE IT'S BEEN FOREVER.

December 15th, 2008

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Private to the Order
Guppy's been bitten by that horrid vampire. They say he should be out after another day of observation. Thanks for

just yeah for things.

December 14th, 2008

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Warded to the Order
I need



I need someone to come over. Guppy is missing. Please just for a while I'm going crazy.



Warded to Nick
Do you know if any sort of report has been filed about Gulliver Bagnold?

December 9th, 2008

Warded to the Order EXCEPT Pepper, Andromeda

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LISTEN UP


Pepper grassed me out to my mother. THE MINISTER. I have absolutely no doubt he's tattled on the rest of you as well.

I STRONGLY SUGGEST SOMEONE GET HIM KICKED OUT BEFORE HE SCREWS US ALL OVER.


I love my mother but I know exactly what she thinks of this group. You're all toast.


Alana warded out at 10.03pm game time
Alana warded in at 10.14pm game time

December 4th, 2008

003; you want to move the world? start with your body!

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I DON'T KNOW ABOUT ANYONE ELSE, BUT PARTIES EXCITE ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

December 1st, 2008

002; one last kiss for you, one more wish to you; please make up your mind

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Warded to the Order
Well, well, well. Here I am, back again.



Warded to [Order] Gryffindors
Still not pleased about some of the new recruits, but what are you going to do. Just praying that Pepper decides not to grass me out.

November 30th, 2008

001; application

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seize the day; do you have something you can sink your teeth into? )

November 28th, 2008

000; astrology

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she saw it in the stars )
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